The Run-2.2 miles down

The run on Sat was for the Buck Oneil-it went great I got up at the butt crack of dawn and it was 37 degrees outside and all I wanted was my bed. I was very excited to get the race started. There was a ton of ppl there to run....Medic and I ran most of the way only stopping for a few. We ran each mile in less then 12 mins. It was a good start to the beginning of one heck of an adventure. Thanks for all your support.

Oh my...watched a women beat up the slot machine

So after my day of being a complete bum, my life savor Nici came over and made me go out for a few. We went to the casino where all I wanted to do was drink until someone was cute....lol...we played and laughed and of course lost some $ but the best time was when we sat at the monopoly slot and this woman would hit the screen if it didn't give her a bonus full of $$$ and called it names. I had to ask her if she thought that yelling at it and striking the slot was going to make it pay out...you would have thought that I killed her dog the way that she looked at me.  The night ended with some guy as we were walking out trying to talk to us and I said not even if I was drunk would that have been a good idea.  Nici and I agreed. Now I am watching 13 going on 30 and wishing that it was that easy to go back to 13....I would lock myself in my closet and not come out. Just kidding I would never go back to that awkward stage in my life....I know that I've made a lot of mistakes but I don't regret making them because then I would not know how to make things right like I do.

Life always stays the same unless you change it!

I have been able to do alot of thinking today and sleeping which are both good. Realizing what I want and where I am going....I'm excited to have started this blog to be able to express my self and have my friends and family follow me in this journey. On here I will be journaling about how I am doing on training and everyday experiences. There will be a lot of changes and training to be done. I am training for a half marathon in 2012 in Florida which will be an another adventure. Its another adventure that I have not completed. Change is mandatory in order to move forward in your life. I will tell you that I hate change and will run from it at every chance but this time I will embrace change. I'm ready for new adventures and new experiences. One change that I have decided to do is that I am giving up dating for the next year. I am going to take time for me to heal and learn to love without judgement or doubt. The last couple of years has been a constant battle for what I want and what I am willing to put up with, when I should have been working on healing the things that were broken years ago. I will be focusing on my training for the run and healing old wounds and of course friends and family.  Please feel free to commit on any post.

The beginning

Thank you for joining my blog. This should be an exciting year to come with many things planned.
Always,
Princess